<joel> whoa ho! yeah yeah ya'll, s'friday afternoon here on ma puter and here's da 411!! aiight well for starters this week was pretty cool actually! yeha I got some decent marks in school, annnd I basically had a good week. and this weekend! holé s'gonna be the bomb ya'll - let me tell ya!!!!! well tonite i'm gonna go volunteer all night @ the Youth Night @ the Y!!! s'gonna be sweet!! but don't come - it's only for about 8-15 year-olds... damn preteen central, holy crap.. but the point remains! s'gonna be cool - then tommorrow, I'm goin for a run, then going to gagetown with some friends from school to go apple-pickin' (tay hay hay my dreams are coming true) annd then i'm-a goin to jf's little burfday bash! a complete and nice day, damnit! n e way, s'all good!! don't feel like postin n e thing else so l8er all! leave me a holler!
jayv,
2003 is for me and 2004 is even more
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<joel> hey hey all, it's sunday morning - annnd don't wanna sound depressive here but I can't help it, I wanna die here. I mean come on - yesterday I didn't do anything! well I did stuff but seeing as to how I'm sick I didn't even... freakin' go outside and stuff!! and blah blah blah every1 was right busy n stuff... too busy for me, as usual. oh well. so yeah yesterday I just sat around, sang, ate, talked, did 2 push-ups (I almost fainted - thanks, virus! -cough-) but I think I'm gonna fuckin gain weight if all this doesn't stop, even tho I did get out for a run @ the I.N.P. on thursday... I'll try to fit in another run tommorrow or wednesday. meh. oh man!! I literally haven't been outside all weekend - literally! man that's how bad it is, that's how... distressed I am, I have no social life but I always just take the god-damn back seat to everyone else. I just wish I could feel fucking important every now and then, and I'm not a social reject, I have no fuckin clue why I'm so bored on the weekends. I do make plans, but then it's "oh my parents can't drive me," "I'm babysitting," and "my grandmother died. for the 34th time." well... the last one was a stretch, and I'm sure that there are times that excuse #1 and #2 are valid, but sometimes it makes me wonder if I'm being ditched yet the fall is being softened by lies. maybe this is just my inconcience talking seeing as to how I went to bed @ 1:00AM last night but woke up at fucking 8:00AM no less, thanks genetically hereditary biological clock! it's not even sunny outside! fuck that! damnit... anyway, so yeah I was gonna talk about more stuff but maybe later during the day, i'm too depressed... leave me a shout out if ya want, please tell me more lies.
blah blah blah,
whats wrong w/ me.
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