<joel> ah, geez. I'm really not OK. I was expecting the Belt Test to be yesterday, and therefore the God-awful month of January would be behind me. however, it's now Februrary and I wanted to get all of the God-damn stressful things OUT of my life! like the Belt Test! last night in Ju-Jutsu, we went over all the stuff, but there were some things that weren't... so... peachy keen. Sarah and her Dad both kind of helped me realise that... well, I don't have a good chance of passing. which is always great news. after this, my stress is hopefully all gone. gone with the yellow belt. -shrugs- and I have a lot more stress in my life that I let show. a) Thomas is a problem child. I have to live with him. It's kind of like I'm an artist painting the picture of my life, and he wants to blotch it, so when he does, it takes time for me to paint over it again, yet it still shows a little bit. we lost our brotherhood years ago. at least there's Ben... and b) I plan myself a crapload of activities on a general basis, and try to please everyone. I gotta be here, I gotta be there, and blah. oh, well. anywho, so the plan is that (no, I did not go for a run this morning. I'll go tommorrow, MAYBE because of the Belt Test) I'm going to Sarah's house to practice my stoof for it all... then the belt test starts @ 1:00, and it should last at least 2 hours. (oh, God!) I can only hope to God I don't faint and puke of stress... I just want all this schnazz to be over. really. :(
Stressed In SJ,
-Yellow Belt,-
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<joel> ah, how refreshing. well, not really. I'm not refreshed. I lied! :'-( Well... I don't know how much actual time I have to update, but I have Ju-Jutsu tonight, followed by an hour of 'Youth Night.' EH-OH! No-ness alert! I must go!
My life is so hectic that...,
I can't even update my Blog!!!
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<joel> FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, I NEED DE-STRESSING!!!!! So many things... So many things... -pant-pant- ok, here goes a LOT of typing! OK, well, Monday morning I was off to Mom's work, which was fun - I taught the small 'uns. it was great. then I went off to Staples like a retard, braving the bad weather. I got there, got some nice stuff, blah blah blah, and came back. my drove me out to Villa Madonna, for my formation. (Definition: On my peace / teen advice comittee, called "Entre-Aide Jeunesse," (which basically translates to 'Youth... Helping Each Other,' we have to go for two days to get extensive seminars of advice-giving, communication, teen resources, etc.) so, this place, Villa Madonna is basically a silent, secluded and beautiful place right by the KV river. the surroundings were lovely, and very nice. the seminars were, for the most part fun, and informative, except when we had to sit on our bums and listen to Suzie & Linda talk, which wasn't THAT bad. I feel like a complete & total fat pig though, because BOY, did I eat. I mean really. the meals were SO good, and we had little munchies all the time, I gained 5 visible ponuds. ugh. anywho, so last night I got to sleep at around 12:30, and woke up at 7:00. ooch. then I got picked up after another nice day (today), and went to do a bit o' grocery shoppin' and went straight to... Leader Corps! yes, ladies and gentlement, not only am I tired, I'm f*cking crazy!!! (insert 'yay' and apology for profanity due to exhaustion here) so then we talked about the 30-hour famine, saw a sad video, got some details and fun stuff like that. (ho boy) so then I get home, my room's a mess (thanks to the new 'Tom-Ass-a-tron 2000!) and I must get my home life back on track. (I figured 5 minutes. try not even right now.) so then I relax, and go on the computer. hum dee dum, 45 new e-mails and 12 new Shout Outs. how charming. so, I started on the insanity that is my life. (I sound like Hayley... cool.) Thankfully, a majority of my e-mail was ultimately junk mail, and the rest was different stuff. like marshmellow spread. then I went to my Shout Outs... and was horribly, horribly dissapointed. Yes, whores n' pimps, the Battle of the Century was going on in my very own Shout Out, between Stephanie Pristine Lee and Mariel Katherine Diane Hunter, and I read every last word. do I care? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only (3) Shout Outs that were worth reading were Amanda & Christie's. to them, I say thank you very very much for using the Shout Outs for what they're meant for. :-D now, I don't blame Mariel. and I don't blame Stephanie. I BLAME YOU BOTH! thanks to you, I'm temporarily removing my Shout Outs. if you want to have some God-damned retarded argument that I could care less about (and don't either of you DARE critisize me on this, you've crossed the LINE,) on MY Shout-Out on MY Blog that I post, you WILL respect MY space! send e-mails back and forth! you BOTH know much much better and I am disgusted, insulted and shocked that the both of you did that. it's a terrible, TERRIBLE thing you both did, and I am VERY pissed off at the both you. don't talk to me. so anyways, that's all.
All the trains are laughing at me right now...
Because at least they're on track.
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<joel> I.R. so tired!!! oh me oh my. well, here's the lowdown of what occured in life since... well, 11:30 or so since yesterday, (since I'm just bit time-oriented and scheduled...) well, yesterday afternoon was llllaaaaaazzzzzy! really it was!! oh my, it was SO nice, though. then into the evening, I once again wasted time before 'schnazzing up' for the big soirée. lol, I'm a retard. anywho, we picked Alicia up and mosied (in our minivan; with the fabulous new 'extreme mosying' feature) over to Empire Theaters. there, (since we got there @ 9:15,) we bought our tickets and got some snayacks at the counter, proudly served by MY favorite Empire employee, Comfort. or was she at the ticket stand? anyways, so then I saw Almonda w/ her brand spankin' new (or so I thought) glasses, which looked well on her. about 5 minutes later, I spotted two girls that matched the description of the unknown 'Christie & Nicole.' so, they approached and said "Emmm... Are you Joel?" so that's how they joined our little social group. JF was nowheres to be found, which kind of pissed me off because they were kind of his guests, but about two minutes later, when Alicia & Amanda went into the theater to casually drape their coats over six seats so they'd be reserved, JF came in whilst I was in the lobbie with Christy. I mean, lobby with Christie. -takes a deep, cleansing breath- he said he'd been waiting outside since 9:30. and it was presently 9:51. and it was... sold out. so, JF went home, it was all he could really do. I went into the theater, and sat between Alicia & Amanda, and started watching the movie. DAMN! I haven't even GOT to the movie yet and my post is longer then Osama Bin Laden's hate list... I'll jump to my review of the movie, in that case. The movie is forgettable. however, it was creepy. I screamed a few times, and the concept of the evil being was excellent. VERY creepy looking. it was an old (yet surprisingly able) granny under a porcelain mask. and her face!!! well, let's just say she ain't got no alliby. and she floated around very creepily... and whenever she was near, you could always hear her... her... her 'sounds.' they sounded like she was going into a female orgasm, and then she always grabbed the women first... which wasn't right. really. anywho, it's worth 1 view, nothing more! until some other time!
I type too much,
I'm still cool!
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<joel> this is a weird phrase; but I'm on a runner's high, so: Damn, I am refreshed. lol! there, I said it. but I honestly do feel refreshed as you all obviously know, after my patented and trade-marked Saturday Morning Runs! and there was nothing obviously nor dramatically wrong with my run, this time around! no tripping, slipping, side-stitches, bad times, etc.!! go me! lol... sorry everyone, I'm too happy. shoot me. :-S anyways, moving on before anyone hurts me, I simply can't wait for tonight!! Darkness Falls... I'm currently looking it up on movies.go.com, an awesome site. looking for reviews... and eh-oh. out of 15 critics, (or reviews,) guess how many are positive? euh, none. two are mixed, but the rest are negative. silly critics... maybe it is scary after all. I don't think they liked The Ring all that much, either. ah, well... we'll see. hmm, what else is new. oh! Alicia's in Fredericton for her big... swim event! yéééé go Alicia! lol anyways, I got nothin', so until l8er!
Here by my side, it's heaven,
-Matthew Good.
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